Watching me, watching you, aha!

hehe!

I seem to have lost 3 pounds. A whole kilo! And an inch off my thighs and bust.

T recommended her South African surgeon for my boob job if I do it. Would be a great excuse to go home, not that I need one!

Tomorrow Im going to have my nails did, it will be nice to feel feminine again with long nails.

I just had a long video chat with B on Skype, I love Skype! Im so totally installing it on my mom's PC so we can video chat while Im in OZ.

I found another website, thebestdancersaustralia.com who book dancers around the world from Australia. Id quite like to travel and dance, what a great way to live. Your days free to explore the city youre in and money to travel all over the place.

Im definately going to hit up Japan and Costa Rica during my travels, and Hawaii and California of course - no doubt about that!

I reckon I will be travelling for at least two years starting this April. I cant fucking wait! Just a pity that I want to have both my arms tattooed which doesnt help with getting a job as a stripper.

Anyway, its time to get ready for work. Im feeling a bit weird about G. His constant contact is starting to annoy me and Im annoyed that its annoying me before I go. Couldnt I just stay loved up till I leave? Or is this my way of cutting off so leaving doesnt suck?

Im going to rent The Secret and watch it again, I remember I gave my mom the book too, I dont know if she still has it. But I spent some time today reading letters on their website from people who used The Secret and got miracle results. I need to focus my faith and visualize earning lots and lots of cash while Im in London.

I wont give up and I wont back down. I will keep my eyes on the money. I will focus until I have earned at least £1500. I have 12 nights to make £2000. That means I need to aim for at least £167 per night. Thats easy, I can do that. If I do better than that, then even better! I have to account for the slow nights. But I am going to spend 12 nights working my butt off.

The hotel has wireless and access to the local gym which is nice. Going to end up spending a lot on food tho as I cant cook my own at the hotel. This Slovakian girl I will be staying with sounds lovely. We will be picked up in a taxi from Liverpool Street Station, unfortunately she has to wait a couple hours for my flight to arrive.

I will not forget to confirm my flight online. I also need to find out if one piece of hand baggage means I cant carry a hand bag. Surely I can put my suitcase in the overhead compartment and put my handbag under my seat? I must find this out because there is no way I can put my laptop and handbag stuff in the suitcase. Its hard enough trying to get everything in there in the first place!